Laying New Roots!

Mrs. Lorie I asked the same question about why would Jesus make some go in quiet and some not too. Nate says exactly what you were thinking. I also feel like I have been growing in thorny soil , scattered on the path, and also on the rocks with no moisture, just scattered into the wind to not know where this life may take me. I can name so many times that I get such joy in my heart about the Lord but have no roots, as the bible says. Then there are even times here lately that I read something and believe it but maybe not understanding it truely and it is almost like yeah the devil puts these thoughts in my head that, "that could never happen." and makes me question what I truely believe. I have not been allowing the word of God to lead my life because I use the excuse that I don't understand most of it and it is easier to go to church and let the preacher lead. I am not making excuese anymore, starting today!!! (that is what this blog is for huh!!) I am understanding okay this chapter so this is encouraging. Since rededicating my life 4 years ago yesterday I just remember how on fire for the Lord I was. I wanted to tell the world of him in one whole day (just didn't have those roots like I am giong to start laying today!)!!!! Every year I try and take myself back to that point and get the fire back! I am definitely loving this accountability for sure, this is a great start! I want to have the Lord lay the my seeds onto good soil "and grow up a crop a hundred times more than was sown." Our "seed is the word of God!!" So we are on the right path!